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▒ ????? ▒ -----> means deep thoughts poems :)
▒ ????? ▒ -----> means sad poems :(
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▒ Making Choices ▒
I never complain about
The things i wish in life
I never hesitate,
on the thing i want to do
I never look back
On what wrong i have done
I always look ahead
and towards the light i run
I follow my heart
and listen to my soul
Thats how i make my choices
Even if they turn out
to be a big mistake
At least the light i ran to
Wasn't at all so fake
▒ Life ▒
Filled with empty souls like your own.
You try to know your way,
In the endless void;
Where you belong.
There could be moments,
When you don't find what you seek;
Or with one word you feel so weak.
There could be times,
When you cant forget your past;
Or believe that happiness wont last.
But even with hearts made of stone,
Life still goes on.
If you found all the doors shut,
And you cant face your fears;
You will meet someone,
Who will wipe away all your tears.
You will find someone to lean on,
Someone to tell you, you're the one.
And then you'll feel strong,
'Cause you know you will never be alone.
▒ Goodbye ▒
You asked me,
"what do I want?"
"What is the end of this relationship
Going to be?"
I replay "I don't know"
But deep inside;
Yearning for my soul to be whole.
I have a family who will never agree to this;
I have a mind who doesn't believe in this;
I have a heart which wants this;
And a lost soul which needs this.
I am torn between so many worlds,
That I can't even hear a voice of my own.
Yells and screams eating me alive OR (Tearing me a part).
I don't ever want you to think,
That you wasted you time with me.
For you are the one,
Who brought my spirit back to life.
You are the one,
Who will always have a special place in my heart.
If I hadn't met you,
I would have never snapped put of my lonely phase.
If it weren't for you,
I would have been starring;
into empty space.
You are my first love,
That you must see.
And forever in my memories;
Is where you shall always be.
Goodbye....
▒ My Guitar ▒
I always thought
i was the luckiest person alive
With a family like this
I would conquer the world
And the future could be mine
Little less have I known
But I remained 'faking-happy'
So it wouldn't be shown
Guess i was blind and ignorant
Since everything is falling apart
Nothing is as polished as it seemed from the outside
Stabbing a dagger though me
Would be the least of how i feel
Please make it all stop
Please tell me this is all a bad dream
I wish i could just forgive and forget
But its all just too damn hard
I try to understand and comprehend
But its like repeating the pain and agony
Right from the start
I defended my sister
Although it was clearly her fault
I got slapped in the face
Putting me in a situation
Where I had to react
Like an adult
I stood there strong
Showing no sign of fear
But deep inside of me
My delicate soul began to tear
The kid inside me
Cries herself to sleep
Tried so hard not to think of it
much too deep
This is all too much for her to handle
And none of it included memories
She wanted to keep
But how can anyone get over it?
Being beaten by your own mother
For trying to patch things up
How can I get over it?
When my life is like the fragile strings
of a guitar
A guitar which once had
A beautiful melody to sing
A guitar which is now destroyed
With no more notes to bring
▒ How it makes me feel ▒
Is it true
Is it real
What the world has come to
How sad this makes me feel
People fighting for
What they think is right
People blowing them selves up
And not giving up with out a fight
People getting killed
For being who they are
People getting tortured
For what the believe in
A young man dies
Because of drugs
Or shoots himself with a pistol
Because he thinks life sucks
Girls dropping out of school
To raise their own kids
Where is the father?
Seeing someone else
Kids with no possible future
Fathers with no jobs
Mothers trying to keep the family together
But gets lost in the fog
The fog that blurs their visions
The fog blinding their hopes and dreams
All for stupid reasons
Reasons that cause war
They can never have a normal life
A life with out the fog
Where is the justice
And what the hell ever happened
To being fair
Is it true
Is it real
What this world has come to
how shameful this makes me feel
This is unacceptable
This should stop
Let us stand through this together
till we drop
To make the world
A better place to live in
To make the world
A better place to be
So that peace spread overseas
So that hope and joy is what the future can see....
▒ Want to live a dream ▒
I dream of being a great writer
But for that to happen
I also got to be a brave fighter
My parents don't approve
Wanting me to be something big
Instead of cooking on an old stove
Don't know if I would be going to college
Knowing that it would be a great challenge
I so wanna be successful in my life
Be willing to take the risk and dive
I would like to study outside this country
To accomplish my dreams
And be what I wanna be
Where no one has to do anything with me
To live my life dependent and free
Free from all the screams and disagreements
Free to do and rejoice my achievements
Am I gonna live my dream
Or am I gonna stay still and SCREAM
▒ The Price ▒
I don't why
My life is so messed up
Makes me wanna cry
Give up all the hope left in me
and just take away my life and die
My mum blames me for everything
My sis expects me to save her from anything
My dad so moody and weird
My brother such sicko, with a mouth not so sealed
My friends don't care so much
Feeling like a clown statue as such
If I tell them the truth they cry
and telling me that I had been selfish
which really hurts me so much
So I chose that their hearts are better off
If I just lie
I know life sucks
But I've always found my way
Through laughter
I survived each day
At night its the worst
It's when the reality begins to burst
I cry myself to sleep
Try to suck it up
and not weep
Need a friend to complain to
Need a soul mate to tell me what to do
I just can't stand my life anymore
I just can't laugh it off as before
If this is the price of being alive
Then let me go,
Set me free
Free from hatred and disagreements
Free from betrayal and disappointments
If this is the price
For a person to be alive
'cause now I'd rather give up and die
Than live a God damn lie
▒ Smile Instead ▒
Dreaming of you I saw my future
Looking at you I knew it was a bright one
You made me strong when I was all alone
You made me brave, glowing my little dark cave "ie my heart"
Filled with emotions
feelings and depressing situations
Filled with happiness
hope and breath taking conversations
You made me smile when i was sad
You made me laugh whenever I got mad
You told me to
Always look at the bright side
You asked me to
Always face my problems and never hide
I'll always love you
Even if you are dead
I'll always remember you and smile instead...
▒ A wounded soul `
I cant believe I'm here again
Standing near you
Feeling the pain
I'm trying to breath
It must be a curse
The pain is bad
And just keeps getting worst
'I hate you' thats all I want to say
Please leave me alone
And just go away
Don't say my name
or get too near
Just take away your lies
away from here
I just want to be left alone
To cry, weep and moan
You are the cause of my shattered dreams
You are the cause of my lifelong scream
Go away,
Leave me alone,
For i am merely a wounded soul..
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