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To pee or not to pee...that is the question xD

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My grammar and vocabulary sucks...big time! ...so yeah...its just thoughts as i said..nothing professional

     ..Loneliness..>.<

Every person is lonely for some different reason, whether they were just mean, or even too tender, or something unfortunate happened in their life, that made them feel this way...Yes everyone is entitled to be lonely, but no matter what they tell people, no matter how hard they try to convince themselves, NOBODY and i mean NOBODY deserves to be lonely.

I never thought that people were meant to be alone, under and circumstance, that is why if you actually care about someone or something, its important to let go of all the little things in life because nothing sucks more than being lonely..

Surrounding yourself with human souls is the most empty and hollow feeling you can ever feel, HELL! its even worst than loneliness itself. It makes you all pessimistic...and can drive away the people who actually do care about you, the people who loved and cared about you, the ones who are true to you and true to themselves, know when a friend is in need of some company are the true friends you should hang on to forever and invite to your wedding; not the ones who surround you for no particular reason than have kicks on you being down...

Yeah its a sad concept having so many people around, and still feeling empty, its like not only lying to other, but to yourself too...by being around people, money, materials, you are just not serving yourself any justice.
To me that is the biggest lie, which i am not particularly proud to admit, and which i so easily got around, by figuring out who my true friends are. The friend who will lift a weight of your shoulders

Trust me it only takes one friend to turn your whole life upside down, if you find that one friend who will grab you when you fall, cheer you up when you are down, talk to you when you are all so quiet, give you a shoulder and some tissues when you cry ~yes boys you can cry its healing and not gay ~, buy you coffee and gets you ice cream for no damn reason at all...then its that inner feeling that everything is just going to be okay. Its that feeling that everyone has the right to have...its that feeling that serves us justice....if you think i am making this crap up about friends ...and that its all merely a fantasy...well then..I cant blame you, because I used to think there is no such thing...until i met my friends, may they be the ones from school, or the people i met online...either way i am lucky to have them...and i am proud to say, i am never alone :) so let me know if i got a future in writing..

PS: If you need anyone to talk to ...you send me a PM


PSS: sorry for the long post and if i bored your lazy ass ..

Until Next time,
Sara <33

            ..Love..<3

Seriously what is this mysterious divine emotion that changes a person's life to the better. Even if the perfect love story didn't end the way we wanted it to be, or perhaps needed it to be, it is always better to love and lose, than never love at all...

Yeah its a pretty darn tough game, yes i just referred to love as a 'game' HA! SUE ME! ...but we all know its true. The only difference is that in games there is always a winner and a loser...but in the game of love..everyone is a winner. The way 'I' see it, we have two choices we can make, and it solely depends on the situation, characteristics of a person, fate and Karma..*if you're a spiritual believer*

WAY ONE *for practical people*: To get up of your sorry ass, and find your soul mate. And to accomplish that, you gotta get out more, meet more people, be open to everything and anything *but keep your legs closed * A few harmless innocent flirts wouldn't hurt. The thing about WAY ONE..is that it may get a little disappointing if you were rejected or 'have to be friends' ..well i say stop being a darn pessimist and embrace what ever life brings or rather THROWS your way, it was just not meant to be...so just move on 'cause "there is far too many fish in the water" Oh but you stay away from Nemo...we wouldn't want him to get hurt .. <-- desperate attempt of a joke

WAY TWO *for spiritual/fate/karma people* : To just wait, and wait, and wait, hoping to find love right-around-the-corner, wait to let love find you. I know, I know it may sound really pathetic..but love is found where least expected. OKAY picture this ~A normal day, you're hanging out with your mates, and really having loads of fun, not giving a rats ass what is going to happen next, you just go with the flow where ever that leads you. The emotional assurance that you will or you will not meet "THE ONE" today...all of a sudden you meet someone, you two become good friends, you two get along, get married and then have gorgeous naughty kids and live happily ever after..THE END~

PFFT! YEAH RIGHT LIKE THAT STORY IS GOIN' TO HAPPEN! to all who were really naive enough to think this story could actually happen...i want to say...SERIOUSLY!! ..that doesn't even happen in fairy tales to actually happen in real life..sorry if i mis-leaded you though xD. Okay maybe the way you two meet was true, but the way it "magically" works out is so not true! ~I Ain't no frickin' Love Guru...which FYI i love the movie xD~ ..but as weird as it may sound, you have to work even harder. For a relationship to work, may it be a romantic one, or a friendship one, sacrifices ought to be made, trust has built, and hope has to flourish. Your 'lover' should also be your best friend and family. He/She has to be someone you can talk to about anything; someone you know will bring a smile to your face when you are feeling 'blue'; someone who say you look beautiful/handsome on a really bad hair day; someone who would love you not only for who you are, but for the better person you made him/her; someone who would accept you with your flaws and really weird sense of humor 'cause they know that's the reason they fell in love with you the first place. Well most of you people out there 'yes like you Hiba' would say :"In what illusion-ish dimension is this sucka living in" ...well i would like to call it the "dimension-of-the-real-world-with-a-sprinkle-of-hope" ..<-- whoa! i just made that up ....xD

THE RANT SECTION! : Well to all the 'players' out there...Can't you people just be decent enough and tell the other that you aren't up for anything more, instead of letting them hanging on the false hopes of 'perhaps' and 'maybes'. What the hell ever happened to the true magical meaning of the words >I LOVE YOU< ...It loses its vitality when you say love for every damn thing in your life ..whether it was music, books, internet, facebook, porn!! ...you get the picture...okay you love it...but its not the "LOVE" we are talking about...you may adore or like something...but love is just a whole other story ...~ i admit i used to be one of the "i-so-love-this-song" person..You see love has lost its sacredness ..since it has become about the material stuff...making it waay much easier for couples to hook up ...say their "i-love-you" then just breakup, all for the sake of FUN. ....hahaha hasn't anyone heard of the saying :"KARMA IS A BITCH" ...you screw someones life...Karma is so gonna get you for it...mark my words players!

PS: i wasn't planning on stirring an argument here...but if you got anything to say ...let me know...SPEAK OUT! i don't mind ...after all i would love to debate with someone 

 

My favorite love songs here too

Edwin McCain : I'll Be

Enrique Eglasis: Somebody's me

Lifehouse : Everything

lol feel free to recommend love songs ;)